Thursday, March 6, 2014

A desperate prayer

My biggest enemy is my mind
it can only be tamed by you Lord
being in a relationship shows me how ugly and messed up my heart truly is
and it shows me how amazing your unfailing love is
i don't know how you did it
but i want you to show me how
i ask for strength and perseverance
to thirst you more and seek you
to fill myself with thoughts of your wonder and beauty
i ask that you fill my heart with peace
i have become so selfish with you
and those that i love
teach me to live for others and not for myself
teach me to please others and not to seek pleasure for myself
help me find the ultimate pleasure in you
so then everything else in life could be made beautiful
teach me patience and grace
forgiveness and the ability to let go
help me to move forward and not to look at the past
teach me not to care about the unnecessary
but to show care to those in need
reveal to me my purpose
where you want me to wander in this life
 i am broken
i am messed up
i need healing
i need change
drive me
move me
fill me
teach me how to live again
to live for you
amen.



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